words are only words.

rahhh.

blueblueblueblueblues

dear monday, much as i hate to make you accountable for this inexplicable persistant gloom, i just have to do it.

darn sickening when the comp hangs on me aft i typed so much in an entry. sluggish start to the hols, dragged myself out of bed to kallang tdy. (usually i jump out of bed purposefully. HA.HA.) barely kept my eyes open throughout the whole 1hr++ bus ride, cant rmb the last time i was filled with so much dread to hit the gym. brain was being stubborn, kept fending off all positive thoughts i was trying to conjure. thanks to lively teammates, good to see juniors too. 2.4km - 100m sprint, 100m recover; hx & his brilliant prog. me & my non-stop whining. it's the #@$^!*&# t1 ytd lahh. still griping abt having to paddle the heavy boat when i've psyched myself for a water session on k1. yes it was butt-numbingly stable despite the huge huge waves but i was pathetically trying to work an imaginary rudder. wad a twerp. major discomfort in my lower back. shucks lahh.

okay i ought not to feel so lifeless. mugging is happening! yayy!

` sometimes my love goes into hiding. just play seek.

posted by YH @ 12:02 AM